So last week I survived my first ‘mock ofsted’ and a review of the school.
Not all teachers were being observed and with there being 3 of us NQTs I thought the head may like to show us all or not at all. Not the case. When it came to Thursday and the observations began (they could be between 9-11:30) so for me it was Maths, English or PE. They came in half way through maths and its safe to say I was terrified. Having a random person observing you and watching my every move and looking around my classroom, books, talking to my class. It was scary.
However! The lesson went to plan and im so glad it did! My class did me proud and when asked a question they told them the truth but also they understood their leaning and if they didn’t they were doing the right thing about it!
I got really good feedback and I was really pleased my lesson they saw went well. It was a big relief! My NQT mentor and another member of SLT congratulated me and said they were proud of me! That was the biggest thing until I got told the head had asked for me to be observed to show me off. Great feeling but more pressure! Catch 22 again.. Seems to be a reoccurrence!
We didn’t achieve what we wanted to achieve over all and it did get me down slightly when we got told the whole schools result. However! I am determined to keep going and make more differences to the class, school and staff (I hope).
Spring term is nearly over and we are over half way through the academic year! Who would have thought?
And breathe..
Miss P